On Losing...

Lost my cell phone to a creepozoid who texted back “finders keepers” and then my job within 48 hours...

I lost my sanity a long time ago so I guess me going bonkers and freaking out right now isn’t counted anymore.

Let me see, what else have I lost...?

OK... too tragic. Let’s change that — what have I gained?

Well, I’d like to think that I have learned my lesson — but what? I was told it wasn’t my performance. I was actually apologized to and was told further that I did good work.

For sure, I did gain more time with my baby girl.... ok, ok she is no longer a baby. After all, she is 7 years old. And it’s just in time to help her review for her final exams, too!

And finally some time to watch the season 2 of SG-1 I just got from Burt. I still wish I can afford to get the rest of the seasons too but SG-1 is on its 9th season already... sigh!

Something tells me I’m grasping on straws here.

I mean, I just lost my constant contact to most of the world outside my sphere AND my source of livelihood. Honestly, freaking out shouldn’t be the only thing I would be doing right now. But surprisingly, I am rather calm about it.

So what gives? Am I really that jaded that I have come to expect things like this? Am I really so unaffected and calloused that I can walk on these nails and expect more?

I rant. I ramble. Pathetic...

My Seduction Style

Penny's blog led me to this:

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Mr Bottomline

he calls his people the “fuckers”
who toil away, night and day
to keep him in his silken knickers
and his kids secure while at play

he gets the best people
“test them!” he’d say
“run them up and down the steeple
and spoil them,” he’d say

he feeds them grub in gold boxes
until the chef stains them amoebiasis
he parties, he feasts, he relaxes
as the fuckers guard all his bases

generous when he entices
make than talent sign the papers
but with an axe he practices
and out with all the “non-performers”

quick courtship, quick end
but so lofty are his “visions”
all laws and rules he’d quickly bend
so just sell then just try to get your commissions!

(to my teammates: i'll miss you)

Not quite so evil... aw darn!

You Are 50% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

How Evil Are You?