this same time last year, i would be short of dancing and chanting for rains for the heat there was. this year, I want it to rain, but not as much. I used to love the rain, to bask in it and be in glee when it falls. now, i'm paranoid about it mostly, though sometimes I still wished that it would rain. I would be pleasantly surprised when there is rainfall but I would wish for it to end very soon.
got the flood to blame for that.
I never thought I'd be so bipolar about something as uncontrollable as rain.
